It snowed that year.

I remember laughing so much. He was smiling too, staring at me without moving.

I didn’t know That was the last time he looked at me.

I survived that day. but not all of me made it out.

I still remember the way he ran into the fire.
The wind was cold.
The flames were loud.
I said nothing.

I cried for a long time.
And then i just... forgot how.
I'm smiling now too.
You just can’t tell the difference.