It snowed that year. I remember laughing so much. He was smiling too, staring at me without moving. I didn’t know That was the last time he looked at me. I survived that day. but not all of me made it out. I still remember the way he ran into the fire. The wind was cold. The flames were loud. I said nothing. I cried for a long time. And then i just... forgot how. I'm smiling now too. You just can’t tell the difference.